Been to my gp.
I've had a terrible upset tummy and other stuff I'll get into another time.
It seems my diabetes is out of control again, and, with the help of my bestie, I've decided it's time to change my lifestyle again.
At least that's how I feel this hour, my fear is feeling suicidal in another hour or seeing things yet again tonight.
But let's focus on now.
Thank you to my bestie, for encouraging me and never giving up hope and seeing light in the darkness when all I see is black.